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Sex is my drug of choice by ~De5sertRo5e
Change doesn't happen... Change doesn't happen sitting on your ass

That hazy, floating feeling
You get it when you're studying something completely new
Completely misunderstood
Though you're desperately trying to keep up
When it seems everyone else is ahead
And you're lost at the back
Of the class.

Wondering if everything, anything is real
Because you do the same thing day in and day out
Working 40 hours a week turns into life
And life turns into that thing on the side you wish you had more of
And when you do have life, you realize that you're waiting.
What do you do while you're waiting for something new?

Look around, what do you see in front of Change doesn't happen... by ~De5sertRo5e
Perspective And then it was quiet
And then I was alone
And then I was in this place
In this space
And it was quiet

And then I remembered
My nightmares
My dreams
My distant fantasies
And all that ever mattered
Was right before my eyes
In my mind.

Because it was quiet.
Because you stopped talking
I'm back in reality
Work, rent, money
Stuck in the doldrums

I like listening to you talk
I liked hearing about your adventure
Because you see it in a different light
And that light seems just a bit more colorful
Than mine.Perspective by ~De5sertRo5e
One wish There's so much I wish I could share;

a song brings me joy,
and I wish that joy could also be yours;
a child's laughter makes me smile,
and I wish you could've seen her laugh;
a song makes me dance,
and I wish I could've danced with you.

So much I want to share
but I can't,
because it isn't right anymore;
so much I want to give to you
piling up against the door
stuck inside,
and I keep swallowing
this lump in my throat,
and it keeps coming back
every time I wish I could share
everything.
anything.

I'm excited about the little things again:
flowers blooming,
the scent of vanilla,
stars at night,
the little things One wish by ~De5sertRo5e
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In reality

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I've been writing a lot about reality lately, like I'm questioning if it's even real. And today I was thinking "hold the phone...I know life is real, I know God is real," but I feel like I'm in one of those awkward, in-between times in life where it feels like everything is stuck. I'm working 40 hours a week, sleeping 10 hours a day, which gives me about 4 hours a day to actually do something; however, by the time I actually get to those precious 4 hours, I don't know what to do with myself, so I just putter around waiting for something to happen.

I guess that's what being an adult is all about, right? That's what I've been told to do all my life. Go to school; go to sleep; get a job; go to sleep; go to college; go to sleep.

WRONG!

I'm not settling for just that, dammit! I have a life! I have a God! And I'm not going to let my life pass me by living for those minuscule, in-between times in life. Why not live, just to LIVE??!! Why not enjoy life fully and truly, while working, while eating, while sleeping even...well I suppose you can't really enjoy sleeping until you wake up, but you get what I mean.

I'm sick of sitting around waiting for something to happen; I'm going to get off my ass and do something about it! Now who's with me?
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Sometimes I hate the artsy nature of everything I see. Everyone aspires to be deeper, or maybe they actually have a better grasp on life than your average bear. Honestly, though sometimes the amount of artistic bullshit just makes me want to piss myself. I get to a point where I think that none of its real. We’re all trying too hard to be something we’re not. Honestly, can anyone see beyond the superficial ideas? The staples of our life? But then I look back at my own artwork and I think wow, I think that way too. I’m one of those artsy-fartsy-has-no-life-sees-beauty-in-everything losers. And then I think maybe we’re all losers! And if we’re all losers... maybe it’s not that bad to be a loser.

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*RemusSirion Sep 18, 2011
thanks for the fav! :)

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~bakachan11 Aug 3, 2011
thanks for the favorite!

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~bakachan11 Aug 2, 2011
thank you for the favorite!!!!

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*JohnBerryPhotos Jul 24, 2011
Thank you for the fav of my photo "ENERGY"! [link]

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~mariahpie2011 Jul 23, 2011
thanx for the fave
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~De5sertRo5e Jul 15, 2011
Thanks for the fave! I really appreciate it. Not a lot of people read my poetry, so it means a lot when someone faves it!

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Whatever you create…if you put your heart and soul into it, it will both free you and drain you. And it will always be worth it.
- Manuel Fallmann
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~TinyDelights Jun 11, 2011
thanks for the fav!

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Mood: Joy ~hinata4312 Jun 4, 2011
thank you for the favorite ~

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*secrets-of-the-pen May 4, 2011
Thank you for the watch! I'm thrilled that you like my artwork!

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